Thursday, September 28, 2017

The Emotion of Irma


Well it has been a few weeks since Irma was encountered here in central Florida. We prepared as best we could, but what I wasn’t prepared for was the emotion associated with this “storm.” 

During a short period of time before the storm and for the period after without power I jotted down thoughts in several locations. Just whatever came to mind or better yet came into my heart was written down. Below in no particular order are those thoughts. 

  • The mandatory evacuation of our home truly jolted me...the sight of what could be all your life packed into the back of your vehicle, locking the doors, driving away from the place you call home was like a punch in the gut. 

  • Packing up minimal and only essential things, leaving the comfort of the home you have known for so long and not on your terms is draining, deflating, emotional. Is this how it is for the homeless all the time? 

  • Sitting in a boarded up house for what seems like days helps me understand total reliance on Christ. 

  • Sitting in a boarded up house; it is amazing how encouraged you can be with prayer and scripture. 

  • Sitting in a boarded up house; it is amazing how little sleep you get or seem to need. 

  • The closer the storm got, the more I realized that stuff doesn’t really matter; relationships matter. 

  • I wonder why it took this storm for me to tell so many people that I love them? 

  • How precious was that FaceTime with daughter and grandson just before the storm...tears like rain

  • Praying and praying and praying; yet praying carefully as I would not pray for this storm to hit others. Praying for a calming of the storm; a weakening, praying for protection, safety, and peace. Our pastor asked us to pray for love. Praying for love to abound even in the storm. 

  • Can clearly see how much I take for granted; power, air, hot food, Internet, cell service...while at the same time realizing what a luxury. 

  • Being boxed up with now a mandatory curfew even for a short time makes me appreciate our freedom...what a gift... 

  • Amazed at the calming of the storm! Answered prayer! 

  • The storm and clean up after, and days without power disrupt the rhythm of your life – you can’t rest, nothing seems normal – seem to go through the motions of life. Lost??? Scripture brings a centering/focus. Found??? 

  • Storms seem to unify...neighbor helping neighbor no matter their differences. 

  • What hope we have in Christ... 

    Grace and Peace!

Wednesday, September 6, 2017

Just As He Was


Mark 4 - Jesus Calms the Storm 

35 That day when evening came, he said to his disciples, “Let us go over to the other side.” 36 Leaving the crowd behind, they took him along, just as he was, in the boat. There were also other boats with him. 37 A furious squall came up, and the waves broke over the boat, so that it was nearly swamped. 38 Jesus was in the stern, sleeping on a cushion. The disciples woke him and said to him, “Teacher, don’t you care if we drown?”

39 He got up, rebuked the wind and said to the waves, “Quiet! Be still!” Then the wind died down and it was completely calm. 40 He said to his disciples, “Why are you so afraid? Do you still have no faith?”  41 They were terrified and asked each other, “Who is this? Even the wind and the waves obey him!” 

Yes, probably common reading as a Hurricane is bearing down, but something struck me this morning, I have read this passage numerous times, but have to admit I have never noticed that “they took him along (in the boat), just as he was.” That phrase; just as he was, stuck with me. Why is that there, what does it mean? 

Not sure I have it correct or hermeneutically analyzed, but what occurred to me is that at least for me, I tend to take Jesus for what I want him to be, a wish granter, a friend, a protector, the one who makes thing right for me; instead of taking Jesus as he is, Divine, Lord, Savior, Loving, Gentle, kind, forgiving, wonderful, grace-filled, teacher, all knowing, all powerful, all in all and we could all add to the list. Forgive me Lord Jesus - full of grace...

So as Irma is still churning toward us, I will continue to call upon Jesus just as he is to calm this storm, but I will call with this attitude: I know he can, but I do not know if he will. And as such my faith will remain in him, he will be my safe harbor, and I will move forward knowing it is he that the wind and the waves obey! 

Grace and Peace!

Monday, August 14, 2017

Crying Out


Father God, 

In the Psalms we read: Hear my prayer, O LORD, let my cry come to you! Do not hide your face from me in the day of my distress! Incline your ear to me; answer me speedily in the day when I call! 

Father, as our church has worked through the Psalms we are learning that we can lament, we can cry out, we can come to you with troubled and angry hearts and Father we (I) come with a troubled and angry heart.  Father, there is so much going on in this broken world, the news is disturbing, divisive, distressing, and depressing.  News of nuclear tensions, news of hate and racism, news of such division: but the one thing the news does is point out how much we need you. 

So Father, we come this morning crying out to you, crying out for your healing, for your mercy, for your steadfast love to conquer all.  We pray that your love would reach into hearts around the world and transform, that there might be revival, that there might be repentance (turning to you) that there might be true reconciliation and that people would love one another just a Christ has loved us.  Father, embolden us as believers that we may answer the message of racism, hate and violence with the message of love and service in Christ.  Father, we pray answer us speedily. 

In Romans Paul prays: May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, so that by the power of Holy Spirit you may abound in hope.  Father we believe; fill us with joy and peace, let us abound in hope by the power of the Holy Spirit and thank you that no matter our troubles, no matter the troubles of this world, we have a place to turn, a place where we can hope and trust, a place that we can be filled with joy and peace, a place that we can rest; and that place is in the mighty arms of Christ. 

Abba Father, we love you and pray these many things in the most wonderful and beautiful name of Jesus...

Amen and Amen!

Sunday, June 18, 2017

Father's Day

On Father's Day, we come from many different places and backgrounds; some come with good examples of fathers in their lives while others not so much, some come with fathers that are no longer with us, some come as fathers, and some even come never having known their fathers...

But, there is one thing we can know and trust; there is one thing we can know for sure, that we all have a Good, Good Father in Heaven!

How great is the love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are!  

1 John 3:1

Oh, taste and see that the LORD is good!

Psalm 34:8